Saturday, April 18, 2009
♥ Jakarta & memories
Indeed as the title of my blog... Urgent urgent, so much happening!
It's been a long time since i blog... Seems like i've time to blog when i'm travelling.
On Thu afteroon, never before was i so late for my flight! Almost missed my plane today cos boss was stuck in urgent mtg till 4pm & flight was at 5pm! Realised tat my boss had mis-rem the time & thot tat our flight was 540pm. And to make things worse i looked at the wrong e-ticket & went to wrong terminal! Had to take skytrain to rush to T2. Wat an experience today! Wanted time to shop but dint had time, so sad! =(
Last trip to jakarta was to attend Ellen's wedding. It's a pity my trip here is so short, juz stay overnite & 1day mtg then come back liao. Mayb my next trip i can extend over the weekend & stay w Ellen, visit her & catch up w her.... The trip also brought back lots of fun memories of Yuli... I really miss her, her smiles, the silly times i had w her... During our Uni days we ve a nav corner where we ve a little letterbox to post encouragement notes to one another. Dear yuli would write me sweet & silly notes on the bus (cos her handwriting will b so messy & untidy, lol!) i still keep those letters till today... I prayed tat God'll allow me to meet Yuli again & rekindle the friendship... Hope she's doing well & having a close walk w God!
On tue nite, i felt very ashamed of myself... It dint hit me how tight a budget K is living on every mth & i still ask him to help me tabao dinner every tue 4nav mtg, still conveniently let him pay 4our meals when we go out on the weekends etc. It was only on tue when i was teasing him to start saving up 4my bday in Aug tat he commented tat he had only $30 to last him till end of tis mth so not possible to ve any other addition savings every mth tat it then prompt me to calculate in my mind & actually hit me tat he had so little left after putting aside all his fixed expenses & our agreed mthly savings for our wedding. My conscience gave me a hard time when i got home... To tik tat i've been so insensitive to the man i love... Ting! How could i! Other than the shame, another emotion warmed my heart. I know i've made a right choice to choose him as my husband-to-b. He tried to provide 4me as much as he can w wat he has. Now i understood y he lunches on his own at times cos his colleagues tend to go expensive places. Mentally reminded myself that i need to be more sensitive...
It's been a long time since i blog... Seems like i've time to blog when i'm travelling.
On Thu afteroon, never before was i so late for my flight! Almost missed my plane today cos boss was stuck in urgent mtg till 4pm & flight was at 5pm! Realised tat my boss had mis-rem the time & thot tat our flight was 540pm. And to make things worse i looked at the wrong e-ticket & went to wrong terminal! Had to take skytrain to rush to T2. Wat an experience today! Wanted time to shop but dint had time, so sad! =(
Last trip to jakarta was to attend Ellen's wedding. It's a pity my trip here is so short, juz stay overnite & 1day mtg then come back liao. Mayb my next trip i can extend over the weekend & stay w Ellen, visit her & catch up w her.... The trip also brought back lots of fun memories of Yuli... I really miss her, her smiles, the silly times i had w her... During our Uni days we ve a nav corner where we ve a little letterbox to post encouragement notes to one another. Dear yuli would write me sweet & silly notes on the bus (cos her handwriting will b so messy & untidy, lol!) i still keep those letters till today... I prayed tat God'll allow me to meet Yuli again & rekindle the friendship... Hope she's doing well & having a close walk w God!
On tue nite, i felt very ashamed of myself... It dint hit me how tight a budget K is living on every mth & i still ask him to help me tabao dinner every tue 4nav mtg, still conveniently let him pay 4our meals when we go out on the weekends etc. It was only on tue when i was teasing him to start saving up 4my bday in Aug tat he commented tat he had only $30 to last him till end of tis mth so not possible to ve any other addition savings every mth tat it then prompt me to calculate in my mind & actually hit me tat he had so little left after putting aside all his fixed expenses & our agreed mthly savings for our wedding. My conscience gave me a hard time when i got home... To tik tat i've been so insensitive to the man i love... Ting! How could i! Other than the shame, another emotion warmed my heart. I know i've made a right choice to choose him as my husband-to-b. He tried to provide 4me as much as he can w wat he has. Now i understood y he lunches on his own at times cos his colleagues tend to go expensive places. Mentally reminded myself that i need to be more sensitive...
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